This cannot be happening, again?!? (swearing appears often)
This year truly has been a test of patience, sadness, disappointment, strength, determination, defeat and insanity. I feel like I have lost a part of my heart, my identity and my body/fitness mojo as other areas of my body have been a priority. In amongst the sadness I have become a better version of myself even though I have managed to gain the most weight ever in the history of me, but it doesn’t consume me as it used too, because the weight gain is part of me. I have realised the importance of how so many other elements in life, such as love and true to the bone happiness are what counts. I have learnt so much about myself and fallen in love even more with my husband as we have truly been tried and tested this year with what has possibly been the hardest, toughest time ever. On this day of hope I share my heartache and send prayers to those who also have experienced heartache. 2015 surely has been an interesting year. Looking back on this year so far I...